Fun with makeup.

After i got back home from the tanning salon. I was bored as hell, so i decided to have some fun with makeup. I am currently using nw35 for the mac coverup. I have alot of compacts esp. light color ones that i haven't used in such a long time because i am dark from tanning now obviously. So yes, i am aware of my face being much lighter, i was using my nc35. lol

Photoshoot for jermey's shop

Well this guy jermey owns an urban clothing store and he has this guy doing some art work on his walls. He wanted my friend to do a photoshoot so that guy could paint a picture of some.. how should i say it, maybe gangster looking girls? I don't know, but basically like the hip hop vibe. She asked me to do it with her last week and her friend decided to do it today. So, i don't really have much clothing or accesories to make much of a ghetto looking outfit so to speak? I wore a fitted cap that i used to rock way back in the day. I just borrowed some accesories. Haha, let me just also say, I can't really have my hair down straight anymore. I cut so much hair off on the top layers because i wanted to create volume to my hair. LOL i don't know how many freakn times i cut my bangs or my hair and regret it alot afterwards. Very stupid i know. Anyways afterwards we went to a live art show.. the best part of it was that there were 3 dudes mixing and scratching turntables. Didn't stay for long there.. well here are some pics i took today with my phone. Not the best quality but it's alright!


I took this picture before leaving the house on my behold.

Some chick doing her thang lol

This chick is also doing her thang..ha ha kiddin.

I wonder what this piece means to him..

They were really good.


LOL should of done a funny face too.

Yeah I wasn't like amazed with the art work there but it is good to see young people that has a creative mind and uses it =]

Katy perry

I swear this girl has the cutest style ever. I love to just google her just to see all the outfits she wears. I really wish there were places around here where i can shop for vintage inspired clothing. Forever21 is like the only shit that comes close to it in the mall here and that's not that great. Back in the days forever21 was a really nice place to shop at but these days seriously in my opinion they just keep having the same stuff over and over again. Yes overall the mall here just really sucks ass. We have bunch of stores that closes down and then stupid shit opens there. I can't wait to move to boston.. even though it isn't that great either but it's a step up!

Okay about katy perry again...haha. She inspires me and i don't really say that about any celeb. Her style is fun, cute, and it's just different then other female singers. And of course i love her music. I just wanna posts some pics of her up since i am browsing through pages of her on google. LOL

I am in love with this dress.


Love how this outfit was put together.


This was for her hot n' cold music vid. It's cuteee, i can't wait to see what she will wear on her actual wedding! Not to mention... her bf travis mccoy, i can't be any happier with who she's with cus that guy is fine. hahaha..

I have always wanted to find a bicycle like this one here..it's sooo cutee!!

Valentine's photoshoot

I'm finally back on here. I just want to say, thank you for all that follow my blog. I haven't been on the laptop to update. My friend has been asking me to do a valentines photoshoot for her for a very long time. It finally felt good to get down to business although it was very early in the morning and i was starving.. however i managed to take some good shots.

Here is some of the pictures i took.. i will post up more later so check back =]

Never regret anything, because at one point it was exactly what you wanted.

It's hard to watch things change when all you want for them is to stay the same. It's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time. It's crazy when you want to let go but you keep holding on and when you want to move on you're stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad but all you can do is push them farther and farther away. It's so hard to think back to how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they may never be the same. You tell yourself it's not worth it but if it didn't really matter you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.